Pushed and Pulled

Wow! What a rough week this one has been. When I look back on the week and recognize how burnt out I feel, I recognize this feeling of being pulled here with one responsibility, Pushed that way by another. Pulled this way by passion projects. Pushed that way by the day job. If it wasn't one thing it was another. This sounds like I'm complaining. I'm not. What I also recognized is that this was all a result of choices I made. It is also my muscles growing. Stretching and growing my capacity. This, as much as it may suck, will also one day be the reason that I push through and keep my dreams of illustrating alive. It's what I love to do and the day job is how I'm going to make that happen. For now.